distraught.

i'm not a cat person. dogs are much more loyal, communicative, snuggly, fun, and flat out awesome. cats, for the most part, are nasty, selfish animals who only want your affection on their terms and their schedule. plus they make your eyes and face swell up.

but see, i have a cat. and this cat has the soul of a dog living inside of her. she is the most affectionate, cuddly, precious animal...so tender and gentle-natured. and she got in a fight with another cat today. i had to climb up to the patio above ours to get her down...she had escaped there and couldn't get down. she's hurt and i can't tell where or why. she just wants to be held, but if i move wrong she cries out and gives me this intense look like she's begging me to make it stop. it's killing me. i just want to fix it.

i know...i know...it's just a cat. but i love her. i really do.


by the way, beyonce died day before yesterday (the fish...she's no longer a survivor) and i ended up crying about that too. yeah. a stupid fish.