easier.

my favorite of the songs i have recorded thus far:

take me away
'cause i don't want to feel
don't want to be real
if this is how it feels

and take me away
into the numb
deep into the void
the void i've become

'cause it's easier not to try
easier not to cry
easier not to say good-bye
easier just to die inside

don't tell me how
everything will be fine
'cause you don't know this pain
this pain is only mine

and don't tell me why
i'm feeling this way
just let me have this ache
just for one more day

'cause it's easier not to taste it
not to face it
easier not to take it
easier just to fake it

one day i will feel again
i'll be real again
one day i'll be free again
one day i'll be me again
one day i'll be me again
one day i'll be me again