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25 random things.

1. i think it's cool and rebellious not to capitalize words. unless they're REALLY important.
2. i love to dream. my dreams are epic.
3. pretty much every time i close my eyes, i see pictures...random, unexplainable pictures. at the moment, a man in green track shorts is running in front of a landscape of mountains carrying an impossibly large tree branch.
4. i love a good western.
5. i am dangerously loyal. it is much harder for me to forgive a loved one's transgressor than my own.
6. the future terrifies me.
7. the future excites me.
8. i believe truth is an absolute.
9. black and white is my favorite color scheme (not my favorite world view).
10. sometimes i think i feel things more deeply than other people. sometimes i'm glad for it. sometimes i'm not.
11. the hardest i've ever cried in a movie was when gandalf died (even though i knew he was coming back).
12. life would be daily more accomplishable if i had a dog at my side.
13. i want to own a bookstore. a children's bookstore with hidden passageways and an attic with dress-up clothes and a fireplace and midnight mysteries and story time with miss becky.
14. i want to marry a lumberjack.
15. i practice conversations a lot...outloud in my car or in the shower. sometimes i get confused about which ones have actually happened.
16. i think dolly parton is fabulous.
17. i'm addicted to video games. (don't tell anyone...it's embarrassing.)
18. my perfect moment would include rain on the windows, a fireplace, a quilt, a child or two, a book, and a song.
19. some of my favorite memories involve fishing and hunting.
20. i love it when someone orders for me at a restaurant.
21. sometimes i get very excited about heaven. very, very excited.
22. i change my mind a lot. i rarely change my heart.
23. new people make me very nervous.
24. respect is one of my favorite forms of affection.
25. everyday i am more aware of the reality that i sincerely and desperately rely on grace.